Attending the Springs this weekend and hearing the teaching on Being Rich and recognizing how rich I really am as an American (even an unemployed American), I was reminded of this post from 4 years ago. We have so much. Honestly, I've lost or squandered more than some people will ever have. I am blessed and yes, I am rich!
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The Litmust Test of Stewardship
(or Confessions of a Packrat)
I have in my car this
little placard that sits on my dashboard. It's backward, so if you look
at it or try to read it, it makes no sense. However, if you're seated in
the car looking out the windshield, its reflection reads perfectly. It
has a verse on it to help me meditate on the goodness of God. The verse
right now is 1Timothy 6:17 -
"Command those
who are rich in this present world not to be arrogant nor to put their hope in
wealth, which is so uncertain, but to put their hope in God, who richly
provides us with everything for our enjoyment."
Staring back at me from my windshield on that crazy placard are the words "He richly provides us with everything for our enjoyment."
Enjoyment? I had to ask myself, "Self, do you enjoy everything you have? Is it bringing you joy and pleasure?" If God gave me all things to enjoy, am I enjoying all things I have? and if not, why?" The answers were troubling. Every time I could think of something in my life that I did not enjoy, it came down to the fact that I hadn't managed it well, it was in disrepair or was neglected. Every unenjoyable part of my life (past and present) was an area where I had struggled with the principle of stewardship.
There have been periods of my life when I didn't enjoy tithing. Why? Because I was managing money so poorly I was anxious all the time. There have been jobs I did not enjoy. Why? Because I lost sight of the fact that God had me there for a reason and I was ultimately working for Him. I've had relationships I didn't enjoy because I had either neglected them or neglected the necessary maintenance of forgiveness and honesty. I've had cars I didn't enjoy and places to live I hated either because they were so broken down and neglected that no one could enjoy them or because I just failed to remember that God gave them to me. I was ungrateful!
And it's not just the neglected things. It was also the things I had too much of that I couldn't enjoy. I have an entire closet in my house of storage that I haven't unpacked in 2 years. Am I enjoying all those possessions? No, because I have too much stuff. It's just as egregiously poor stewardship as not tithing. I've tied up God's money in things that have no value or use to me. I couldn't possibly enjoy everything I have, because I have too much! Wouldn't it be better stewardship to give those things to someone who would actually use them and enjoy them? I have some serious de-cluttering of my life to do! I have more than I could possibly enjoy.
Look around at the richness of your life and ask the following questions:
- Am I enjoying everything God gave me as He intended me to?
- Has poor stewardship robbed me of the enjoyment He intended for me?
- Has an ungrateful heart kept me from enjoying what He's given me?
- Do I have more stuff than I could possibly enjoy and therefore need to simplify my possessions?